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[personal profile] varain 2023-05-18 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ rain frowns as he raises his hands, still trying to move a little closer to sky ]

Sky please, I'm sorry. I screwed up. I was wrong. Please forgive me!
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[personal profile] varain 2023-05-18 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ rain looks down at the spot where sky is pointing and then back at his friend.

then his brows furrow and his frown deepens and he drops his hands without thinking
]

Then why are you so mad at me?!
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[personal profile] varain 2023-05-18 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ rain huffs and puts his hands back up. payu should be the one who's mad at him, not sky, right? he'd even accept simon being mad at him, but he can't quite understand sky's anger ]

Of course I want P'Payu...
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[personal profile] varain 2023-05-18 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
But shouldn't I be proving it to him? He's not even here... [ rain looks from one of his hands to the other and then back at sky ] My arms are already getting tired.

[ rain just watches sky, waiting for his friend to say something else, wondering if maybe he should be saying something (or will that just get him into more trouble??). he opts for silence. for once, he chooses to say nothing.

he can't help but wince, though, when sky finally speaks again, and he once again averts his eyes. he wants to say that he would never have done something like that to sky, but he also thought he'd never do anything like that to payu. payu is his perfect boyfriend. his wonderful boyfriend. the love of his life and the man he wouldn't mind being with forever. so how could he possibly say for sure that he wouldn't do the same to sky
]

I wasn't chasing anyone though.
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[personal profile] varain 2023-05-18 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
No, I didn't-

[ throw himself at simon. but that's not what sky wants to hear. especially because, from an outside perspective, it probably looks exactly that way. it probably looks just like he selfishly threw himself at simon with no thought for anyone else he might hurt in the process. that isn't what it was, though. rain is certain of it. it just sort of... happened. no throwing at all ]

When can I put my arms down? [ less important. but his arms are already starting to ache and his knees hurt ]

Okay, so I heard about this bar in Gion - some uki bar or something - and I decided to go because I figured if we might be here a while, it'd probably be worth it to see what there is to do here right? I thought maybe I could meet some people too. I thought you might not hate it if I made a few new friends. [ maybe not the time for a mild dig at his friend ] I didn't really intend on drinking at all, but the beers just looked really good so I decided to get one. And then more than one. I ran into Simon there and because he was the only one I knew, I started talking to him. After a while, we ended up in one of those private rooms. I didn't chase him and he didn't chase me. We just... We ended up in a private room together and, well, you know the rest.
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[personal profile] varain 2023-05-18 07:04 am (UTC)(link)
...can I do it now?

[ rain watches sky with a glimmer of hope in his eyes. he knows sky won't say yes, though. it hasn't even been half the amount of time he had to sit like this just for giving up sky's phone number. he's sure he'll be here at least that long.

he frowns a little and leans back when sky leans forward. hands are still up and he's still on his knees, though. promise
]

Um, yeah?
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[personal profile] varain 2023-05-18 07:07 am (UTC)(link)
What about now?

[ rain blinks a few times and then shakes his head ]

No?

[ he thought maybe it was like some kind of tiki bar? though to be fair, he doesn't really know what that is either ]
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[personal profile] varain 2023-05-18 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
Now?

[ it probably was a mistake to not actually find out what an uki bar was before he decided to go to one. though to be far, he didn't know there was anything to look up about it. just some weird type of japanese bar that he's never heard of. which isn't surprising since he doesn't really know much about japan ]

...oh. So I was drugged?

[ a drug that he unknowingly yet still technically willingly ingested ]
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[personal profile] varain 2023-05-18 08:30 am (UTC)(link)
So, it wasn't entirely our faults then? We were drugged and it kinda lead to...

[ everything that happened afterwards.

rain rolls his shoulders a little, but it's impossible to stave off the discomfort already settling deep into his limps
]

An hour!? Well, how long has it been so far?

[ surely he's already almost done at this point. couldn't have been less than, like, forty five minutes or so already ]
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[personal profile] varain 2023-05-19 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ rain pouts rather dramatically then looks down at the floor. an hour. he has to stay like this for another hour after being like this already for what feels like three hours ]

What about now? How much time do I have left now? My knees are sore...

[ when rain looks back over at sky, he least he has the decency to look ashamed of himself. of course, he did he already knew that he did something stupid, but learning details about his night that even he didn't know originally... ]

I promise I won't do anything like that again.
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[personal profile] varain 2023-05-24 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
Can I at least put my hands down soon? I'll stay on my knees but can I put my hands down?

[ he knows the answer. there's no point in asking, yet he asks anyway. and he will likely ask again. though chances are good that he'll get annoyed at himself and bored of his owns repetitive questions before too long ]

I don't have to do the punishment anymore. I've learned my lesson already! I don't wanna hurt P'Payu and I don't wanna make you mad at me again. So can you tell me to get up now?

[ rain worries that payu will end up being harder on him than sky. he's not sure how he'd do it, but he worries that it'll be a harder learned lesson.

but what if neither one of them was hard on rain? what if it was just accepted that he's learned?

quite frankly, despite his complaints, he doesn't hate that he's being punished for what he did. he went to a strange bar that he didn't quite understand alone and then cheated on his boyfriend in a big way
]