He was great and he made me feel really good but nothing like P'Payu. I love P'Payu and I did fight hard to get him and I don't want to lose him but it's not like I can go back and un-sleep with Simon! [ he sighs. everything is so screwed up now and it's confusing. he knows he made a mistake but he's not sure how he made the mistake ] I don't think I never liked Ple the way I did - and do - with P'payu. [ he's not sure he'd ever been so singularly focused on anything in his life as his pursuit of payu.
rain climbs back to his feet and takes a few steps toward sky ]
I am better than that, Sky. I swear I am. I... I didn't mean to betray P'Payu.
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He was great and he made me feel really good but nothing like P'Payu. I love P'Payu and I did fight hard to get him and I don't want to lose him but it's not like I can go back and un-sleep with Simon! [ he sighs. everything is so screwed up now and it's confusing. he knows he made a mistake but he's not sure how he made the mistake ] I don't think I never liked Ple the way I did - and do - with P'payu. [ he's not sure he'd ever been so singularly focused on anything in his life as his pursuit of payu.
rain climbs back to his feet and takes a few steps toward sky ]
I am better than that, Sky. I swear I am. I... I didn't mean to betray P'Payu.