[ rain blinks, then shakes his head quickly and insistently. from 'what am i supposed to do now, sky?' to 'but i don't want to do that though'. he was more looking for a way to make things right and less for a punishment, though truth be told, he does want that too. he deserves it. maybe it'll make him feel a little less guilty about what he did.

first one, then the other? ]

Wait, no. I didn't even really realize what I was doing at the time. I just sorta got caught up in the drinking and Simon's mouth and his tongue and the way he felt- [ rain presses his lips together tightly as his eyes widen.

in hopes just sort of moving past what he almost said, rain slowly gets down onto his knees ] ...what now?