[ rain looks down at the floor when sky starts to speak, wincing with every detail he recounts back to him. that is basically how the night went, yeah. rain bits the tip of his thumb, glancing at sky only occasionally. it's hard to look at him. it's hard to even listen to him, but he's making himself do at least that much. he didn't initially text sky just to tell him about the hot sex he had probably less than twelve hours ago. he texted him to tell him about the mistake he made. with mistakes come consequences, especially from sky.

that's what he came to sky for. consequences ]

I didn't go there to drink! I went there to- [ it doesn't matter rain. the reason why he went there in the first place doesn't matter. it's the fact that he went there and everything that happened because of it that matters ]

I didn't. [ he says it quietly, eyes still downcast, still unable to look at his friend. 'i didn't forget about my boyfriend' but also 'i didn't think of him' ] I didn't think of of P'Payu even once last night. I didn't think about anything except what I wanted. And I only wanted Simon last night...

[ the fact that he has a boyfriend didn't even cross his mind ]

What am I supposed to do now, Sky?